MMVII

So like it or not, it came. The beginning of the end of the decade–2007 is here. I for one, am very glad–I think it’s about time that something changed. I remember when I used to be a kid and I’d watch new years’ celebrations occuring all over the world, erupting in cheer, kisses, fireworks, and music. Technically, it is just another day but there’s is a beauty to a whole world giving meaning to what otherwise would be “just another day”. That just because we say it’s not just another day, it isn’t. Kind of magical, isn’t it?

I’d like to think so.

Of course… what’s *not* magical is the venue in which we celebrated it yesterday. In what was perhaps the biggest all out war noted in recent memory, new years’ was celebrated with perhaps a bit too much alcohol, and too little common sense. Ultimately, what resulted was a memorable mess of sorts, and a lot to sleep on. Details not pending, they shall never be released. But you can always check the photos on facebook!

There’s so much potential for mess these days… what happened to our relatively drama-free high school years?

Well. I’m not one to usuaully make new year resolutions beyond the “make it the best year yet!” but this time, I think I’ll have to make a few. Not in any particular order:

1. Get my life in order. Priorities, committments, and all.
2. Find a home in faith. And grow…
3. Gain a good 10-15 lbs. That would make me *very* happy.

Simple goals. No abstract “better than the last” kind of junk. All right? Thought so.

So. Here’s to 2007, could be something new, maybe something good, but hopefully, something different.

Year 3 – Chapter 6 – Winter Break III

Animals coming home!

Here’s to the crazy ones.
The misfits.
The rebels.
The troublemakers.
The round pegs in the square holes.
The ones who see things differently.
They’re not fond of rules
And they have no respect for the status quo.
You can praise them, disagree with them, quote them, disbelieve them, glorify or vilify them.
About the only thing that you can’t do is ignore them.
Because they change things.
They invent.
They imagine.
They heal.
They explore.
They create.
They inspire.
They push the human race forward.
Maybe they have to be crazy.
How else can you stare at an empty canvas and see a work of art?
Or sit in silence and hear a song that’s never been written?
Or gaze at a red planet and see a laboratory on wheels?
We make tools for these kinds of people.
While some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius.
Because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do…
– Apple ad from the 80s.

Dereferencing Life

So. I’ve decided that I need to regain my frame of reference on life. Probably the whole “sophomore-junior” year phase when you’re not entirely sure where you are in the bigger picture of school, but it’s annoying. It’s damn annoying that I feel like I’m just lost in a big shuffle here, and sure, things are different. And not just with “career” stuff. As Dave Barry said: “Never confuse your career with your life.”

So where is my life, really? Year 2005 was defined by conflicts and struggles. This year… seems like it’s the same thing! I think it becomes a problem when the current year seems just like the last; losing track of where I am… it’s as if I’m not moving forward, even if I really am. And there’s nothing to say that I am at all, except in less than a month it’ll be 2007. And THAT is freaky.

So anyway, I’ve been keeping track of the best and worst years of my life, so let’s see… I’ll try to rank them all:

Worst 5:

1. 1998
2. 2000
3. 1996
4. 2002
5. 2001

Best 5:

1. 2004
2. 1999
3. 1995
4. 2005
5. 2006

Hmm… what was the point of that… I don’t know. Just an arbitrary ranking of numbers, maybe. Well, I’ve decided to take up a project–creating a website. On top of that, I’m going to have a history of my life, year by year. More for myself than anyone else; I just feel that I need to get that… perspective back. And what better to do it on than how I’ve come so far?

Yeah, I thought so. I’m totally out of my mind. And procrastinating studying for finals. Yep.