Author: skyrien

Autumn Fires

by skyrien

(Written last Thursday)
I should probably be doing TAM like I said I would. Or studying for orgo… or maybe walking to my advising appointment. But bah, the weather is too amazing here to be doing anything else but to enjoy it! I said I’d write a real entry. Bah to that too–I’ll write it later.

I love autumn! I don’t ever remember the campus looking so beautiful. One of the last warm days of the year, I suppose. I wish I brought by camera… oh well. I’ll do that tomorrow.

Tomorrow, later… I’m always pushing things off till later. This procrastination is proven to be quite a problem. A battle needs to be fought… later of course.


Isn’t the quad beautiful! All 320×240 pixels of it!

Oh, and wtf is this?

Access denied on my own computer? Who turned off my access privilages?

ALSO–hehe–I like this:

Your Expression Number is 9

Walks are good

by skyrien

I love takings walks. Walks are good. Whatever emotion that might have been coursing through mind is left behind where they matter, and you
move on, to somewhere where it doesn’t  matter, and the worst thing that could possibly happen is that you have to go back. For normally impulsive people like me, walks help me realize what’s worth the fight, and what’s not. “It” being the sum of all things that define my life. Walks also keep you from doing stupid things when you’re pissed. Which is good. I’ve been battling reactivity since January 15, 2000.

So here I am now. Sitting at Grainger. Surpisingly not pissed anymore, not even angry. Just heavily annoyed and fuming… but even that is
cooling down.

I like Grainger. It’s a seperate world where everyone suffers together–studying, reading, or otherwise doing work. Everyone is here with a purpose; no one comes here to hang out. Except me, today.

*Sigh.* Emotions are stupid. One day, I hope to say that I’ve grown past having emotions run my life. Mmm… I guess I have nothing more to
say, for now. I have a bio exam to study for, and I might as well print some notes while I’m here.

Grainger. It’s a good place, and I don’t want to go back. Not yet.