Okay, what the hell? I’ve just discovered that I wasted my money buying little silver trinkets. ‘Just discovered’ because I, the fool, got em from some losers on ebay and they arrived now. ‘Wasted’ because they are freaking like… TINY… I mean TINY—I could lose it in my cereal bowl. And the shipping on them were “$3” each, but they come in a paper envelope with 60 cents worth of stamps. Evil ebay sellers, gyping people off on shipping. At least they were cheap… somewhat. But not cheap enough. Anyone want some silver angels/dragons?

Now I’m slightly pissed but I have bigger things to worry about. And more important things to write. Time just flew by this break. Today is December 31st! The last day of the year, and also, the last day to do apps. It’s D-Day; the Day of Reckoning. The last day when I can make a difference in my apps, my college, my future–so much pressure…

Grr…, well I need to get these all done… and mayhaps (should technically be “mayhap” but no one cares)… I will get in. Here’s to hoping… hoping for the best… …

Yay–Northwestern is finished! Done with! Gone! Now I have to start U of C…lol…–I must have been lost in another world. Where are my blueberry muffins??!?!

SnOwIngForest: Dream..about me…chasing you…to the end of the world…
SnOwIngForest:
– Hmm… sounds like fun!

Well now, I’m feeling so much better than I did when I woke up. It may not be Christmas anymore but being on my way to finishing essays beats any Christmas present that I could have gotten… well, almost. I could use a new car…

YES you heard me right–stubborn, procrastinating me actually got an essay done. And a Northwestern essay at that, but now I’m completely drained of creativity (or perhaps that’s the video games again…grr… no more games!)! At least now I can be rejected with pride!

Other than that… tis cold tonight. I’ve discovered that the cokes in my car froze overnight. Am majorly annoyed . And a post-Christmas silence seems to have settled in along with the deep freeze. 4 AM… the last stars twinkle in the sky as the new dawn is ready… oh wait… nevermind… it’s December. It’s December? OMG it’s December 27th?! The year 2003 ends in 4 days??!?!!

Woooow… I have been missing a lot of the usual end-of-the-year festivities… among other things… yet I can’t let myself out yet. Not just yet…

The glass becomes rosier every day~

omg I am in so much pain right now… I’m not even opening my eyes as  Itype this. Besides my throat hurting, the inside of the back of my neck hurts–painfully so that turning my head is an agonizing chore. And my head hurts so much–as if somethign was crushing my brain… ahhh!!!!  stop the pain!!!–Nauseating pain… from the inside of my eyes through and around every single lobe of my head… and it doesn’t help that my senses are SUPER sensitive… now i know what it’s like to want to RIP it all out… somehow I think that will mitigate this torture…

So hungry… the smell of this wonderful is just… noooo!!! Inedible delicacies–stupid body–are you trying to stave me to death as well??? Besides that… no.. I can’t wwrite anymore.. I’m…